Have you ever gotten yourself into something and you don’t really know how it happened. The situation just seemed to materialize into a complete other universe you never expected? How do you get out of it? How do you change it and bring it back to reality? Would you change it if you could? I sometimes don’t really know anymore. I feel like the situation makes me a completely different person than who I know myself to be. I am capable of things I wasn’t so sure I would be able to do. Sometimes the most innocent of situations begins to almost take over your life until it is all you think about no matter how hard you try to forget it. I feel I shouldn’t take things so personally and wish I could brush it off my shoulder but for me it is definitely not that easy. This is yet another time I wish I had a crystal ball to tell me the path to take or how to change the situation. I know what is “right” but I’m not completely sure I should do the “right” thing. What do you do when you think you can have something you have wanted for soo long at your fingertips but getting it will throw the rest of your world into a tailspin? Do you do the “right” thing and don’t grab it? Just because you think something will make you happy you don’t ever truly know it until you take that chance? We clearly know I am not much of a risk taker but maybe now is the time to start. While saying that my first instinct is to take my emotions out of the situation and think, try to be a responsible adult, which is yet another thing I am not fully equipped for. I have a lot of sitting and thinking to do. I would prefer to know what the outcome of my decision would be before I do it but I assume you can’t learn a lesson by knowing the end result first. You have to come to the answer by doing.